YouTube. From months before the commutation. Try it. See how far you get before quitting on it. I got to eight minutes, forty seconds, with it in background mode while writing the post and thinking about what to write, whether to link to
the "I am not an inmate" image, all that. However, I thankfully did not stop it there, and got to the final sentence - worth the wait, to me, as saying so much more truth beyond the words used.